Tuesday, 6 September 2016
I am still thinking about you. About how we ended up like this. Still thinking where did it went wrong.
Eventhough I tried my best to understanding you. Let you lead me. Still, it doesn't make you reassured.
I don't know what's wrong and what went wrong.
Or maybe the problem was you all along.
No matter how hard I tried to complement you. It is not enough. Will never be enough if you're still like this.
I still do miss you. I miss us.
But what can I do?
I hate being ignored.
I hate heartless reply.
I hate cold reply as if you don't even want to talk to me at all.
I am not the One I used to be. I am not that strong now. I can't endure that feeling anymore. I am all grown up. Or so I think. I am more liberate person now.
I rather let you be than trying to talk to you. Maybe it doesn't effect you at all, but for me trying to talk to you, communicate with you hurts me a lot.
I choose to stay silent and quite.
What can I do? If the problem were you all along.
- Myself, Tuesday 6th Sep, 2016.
Thursday, 1 September 2016
I still remember those days when
I tought we are the center of the world.
I thought we are bound together no matter what hardness came by.
I thought you and I were meant for each other.
I thought I was your everything you could've dream and hope for.
I thought you are the one that would last long.
I thought you will fought anything to be with me.
And Then I realize that you were not what I've been tought all those times.
I am just a passerby In your life, so do I.
We just crossed each other path of our life, not to stay together.